OF THE LAST CHAPTER.

"Scars remind me that the past is real" Credits to DeviantArt, "scar" by ~yummyauri

I hate to admit it but everything is feeling different once again. I guess that message that night dealt some serious damage on this friendship. Far worse than I ever thought it would. The damage is done and it's definitely beyond any damage control I can offer or anyone can. Things happen, and things will go. Everything seems to be going on a slower momentum now, much slower than before. Come to think of it, this is worse than the last incident if not just as worse.

It's as though the foundations of this friendship took a direct blow and I'm guessing the monster that came along took a big bite. I'd say... 30-40%. It could have been worse I guess. I avoided a Cold War (and a Hot War) but I wasn't able to absorb or direct all the damage away, the aftermath of this would be something I would compare with the Nagasaki nuclear attack that ended the World War II I guess, personally at least this (the incident) is just as catastrophic as that (the Nagasaki nuclear attack).

It'll probably take some time before things pick up, the foundations were shaken badly. The scar, no matter how much I wish to deny, will remain and be embeded in my memory and on my heart.

Thus far, the full damage is still undetermined because there are too many information that are out of my reach currently. I can only wait for information to leak. I guess this isolation is what you call Cold War in some sense - but I'm a reluctant party in this Cold War, that's for sure.

Credits to DeviantArt, "Scar" by ~liquidkid1

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