Tuesday, January 11, 2011, 7:24 PM
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Uhuh.. I realised I haven't update my blog for ages... And thus which is why I am here right now! Alright, so school have began like since yesterday.. and it's Open House tomorrow already! Things are going rather smoothly I guess? I like returning home early like today! And I'm probably gonna return quite early on Fridays too since my timetable ends quite early on Friday. I had height and weight yesterday afternoon during P.E. and I was found to weigh 64.3kg? I'm like O.M.G. Seriously, I need to exercise like soon and start eating lesser to control my weight and hopefully bring it down to 60kg at least. I'm in a state of panic over my weight. :(
Speaking of which, AJ Open House Esperanza is tomorrow~ I'm quite excited about it. At the same time, my efforts to "poach" my juniors have received a range of feedback. It's quite sickening, I'm once again reminded how bitchy Kellie can get. Argh. I'm kinda affected by the comments I guess, I suppose guitar-ing and having a good night sleep tonight would do me good. Also, I am deeply affected by Lucas's action of adding Clara on Facebook. I'm not too sure how to explain things to Clara, nor do I have a clear idea of what does Clara intend to do, I simply can't come up with enough and concrete reasons as to why Clara should remove Lucas from her Facebook friends. Argh, I feel kinda piss I guess. *scratches head*
Envy. Evny has indeed found its way to me... I feel kinda envious of Ren Jun when I head him talking about having to be excused for being late for choir from next monday onwards due to his H3 Chemistry lessons, and when I heard that Aixinn is in Alpha. I guess I still haven't got over the fact that I didn't do well enough to get H3 Physics like I aimed for long ago. It was like almost a year ago and I was talking to some of the choir seniors and I was telling them that I aim to take H3 Physics in J2 and stuff, and now? I'm no where near, and definitely not getting anywhere nearer, especially when my Physics concepts are a mess right now because I haven't even revised my J1 content.
Seriously, I feel quite screwed up right now for a lot of reasons, most definitely that conversation with Clara via sms affected me somehow that I don't even know why... Ahhhh~ I should just go and bathe and get some rest before dinner, maybe play the guitar after that and pack for tomorrow...
